Mittwoch

Funny day today.  My acting Manager asked if I would be available for a 3 month extension, the caveat being it would be a three month extension, but not working on the project I have worked on for the last year or so. 

So, you know, I said yes.  And then tonight on the train I thought about the time this lovely man sent me the most beautiful bouquet of flowers I had ever recieved and tickets to Simply Red - (it was in the 90s!) and despite the fact that I LOVE  beautiful flowers and Simply Red, you know, it wasn't enough.  NB, he subsequently became very, very rich.  But it wasn't enought at that time.  And that's what I thought of today, that memory from 20 or so years ago....

The colleague I respect most, and the reason why I took the job with my current employer, left today for a month's holdiay biking in Vietnam and Cambodia.

Now I feel I have to step into her shoes, or at least step up.  That will be good in some ways.

But there remain things I am not happy about.  Things that do not sit well within regarding my workplace.  So I struggle: is the easy option to walk away? or is the harder option to stay?

Anyway, booked in for rpm tomorrow.  Knee probably about at 90%.  But I need to get back to RPM~!